test of strength

the mental kind. i'm still a little frazzled by my car smashing incident on friday and i am feeling a little apathy toward my uni work. i have so much due this week though and i don't know when i am going to be able to find time to do it all, or the assessment criteria, this has got to be the least organised year at university ever, can we not just be sent a piece of paper at the beginning of semester saying every assignment, how much it's worth, what it's being marked on and when it's due? i'm so sick of trying to work my way through the confusing staff blogs, which we also didn't even get a link to at the start of the year, we just had to guess it basically.
and i'm sick of everybody communicating on facebook and just assuming we're all getting the message. there is a feed that i haven't been able to look at on any computer and i have a feeling it has something to do with a meeting we're meant to be having before all this is due on friday. whatever, if they wanted me there they could have sent me a message or called.
god i'm so sick of slow internet. so kevin rudd worst pm ever, when are we getting our so called high speed broadband huh? i could use some of that right now. i don't care that you're welcoming that damn jessica watson home after going around the world in a boat, from what i could tell from all her blogging she had better internet at sea than we do on land. get your act together and stop being a smarmy kiss arse and get some actual work done. or did you forget that there's an election this year and at the moment no one wants to vote for you...